hmm most other days i battle with feelings of inadequacy - of not being efficient enough, not quick-thinking enough, not smart enough, not PR-enough, not yada yada yada enough. a hint of stress and it is written all over my face and ppl can see it. and then i feel trapped in the midst of some politics going on between my bosses in my office. i cant help but compare my performance and progress with the rest of my colleagues.

and it is not healthy. i can feel myself withering. i dread work. i have terrible monday blues. i'm afraid of my bosses. eeks!

i need to learn to manage myself in this new phase of life, new environment, new people. i need to learn to believe in myself, in my potential. i need to see things objectively, i should take things positively.

blah, buck up wei ting! you can do it!